Dumpster Diving

Everyone goes through this point in their lives... everyone feels like this at one point or another... everyone wants what they can't have...

But I want to be the girl who has everything. (do you remember that song, from the 90's?? 10 points if you can guess who sang/sung? it!)

It's a 3 day weekend and I have no idea what I want. I have no idea where I want to go at work because all I can see is that work is just a horizontal flat line - and I've died and gone to hell. Okay, maybe not hell... I can't distinguish apart what people do, because to be, I am basically performing to the best of my ability on all levels, but still at the lowly bottom of the totem pole. It's not that I don't want to get to the top, I just feel like maybe this isn't the environment that I want to be in. And as sad as that sounds, I have no idea what I want to do.

Would I be happier as a chef? Probably not... I'd have sore feet and an achy back at the end of my shift. But working in my box isn't making it any better. Perhaps if I had worked harder as a child, I could have been an aspiring dancer whose career would be over in 10 years... maybe a tv producer/news anchor... but even those dreams were short lived.

Promotions are just another term for bull shit brown nosing...

Ok. Rant over. When I figure out what promotions really mean and how titles differentiate, I'll get back to you on that...

To-Do List:
1. Figure out what my job really entails (roles and responsibility)
2. Solve the problem I have of idiotic co-workers
3. Figure out what I want to do for the rest of my life
4. Find a good dessert
5. Take a long nap